Sunday, October 24, 2010

Change is....supposedly good, guess we'll see

I'm taking a break from packing. It's hard for me when people ask where my son is. sigh. My life has changed a lot in the past few weeks. Capt america moved to a group home and cheech to his fam. It hasn't been easy. I still wonder if I made the wrong decision, God knows. Anyways, I'm not gonna write about emotions and how I'm feeling about all this right now, Just giving an update to anyone who's like Whoa, what the heck is going on? I am moving, gotta be outta here by thursday. Not really exactly sure where life is going to take me, but I have an unknown freedom that I'm going to have to get used to. Time to think, Time to travel (as much as i can afford, so about a km), Time to grieve, Time to find Jen and a new "normal". As far as I know, i'll be in the city for a week then at cvrvp for a week....and so on...Until He guides me elsewhere...Port Hueneme maybe? lol. I guess I should get back to work before this note gets too emo. Thanks fam and friends for caring, Luv ya.